what did i do this time?

i know i don't have the right to tell you what to do.

all i wanted is to get you a cake and ensure that you are not late at the same time.

is it wrong?

now i know why many people say it dosn't pay to be nice.

but whatever it is.

i'll still rush to get the cake.

you want to throw it or eat it is really up to you.

i don't want to tell you what to do anymore.

i've learnt my lesson.

i feel so gross.

din't catch alot of sleep the pass few days.

WHY?!

cause show luo was in singapore.

just when i close my eyes i had to wake up.

was late in meeting charlotte for macdonalds today.

then went to work.

after first shift we plonk ourselves on the table and sleep.

then went tampines mall for dinner?

or izzit lunch?

geez.

i have no idea what is the meal between 3-5 is called.

tea?

GROSS!

slice fish bee hoon for tea.

what a heavy meal.

second shift was most pissifying.

some ass-kisser kept pissing me off.

now i know why he is the " rock star " or "rocker" for my workplace.

did abit of bar work.

no difficult drink requests from the customers.

just water, milkshake, killkenny, italiian soda and heineken draft.

this reminds me i had a funny conversation with charlotte.

this is how it goes.

cahrlotte: so how? so how?

cia: eh? * stares *

charlotte: tomorrow meet at where what time?

charlotte: faster decide.

charlotte: everytime we want to decide we get DISTRUCTED.

cia: huh? * jaws drop *

cia: * laughs out loud * ZEE. self-distruction in 3...2...1...BOOM!

charlotte: * smakes cia on e back. * idiot.

ahahaha.

here is something to charlotte.

" your ENGLAND SUX my FLEND. "

haha.

schedule for this week is officially out!

monday: full day -> (12-3)

(6-11)

tuesday: OFF!

wednesday: full day -> (12-3)

(6-11)

thursday: full day -> (12-3)

(6-11)

friday: noon -> (12-3)

-earn $150+

-join SFC.

anyway.

sometimes i really don't know what you're thinking.

one minute you're asking me questions about my life.

giving me advises.

telling me about your life and other interesting stories.

pretending you care.

next thing i know you're using that incident to threaten me.

i already apologize.

what is it you want from me?

must i tell everyone myself what happen then you'll stop?

do you think its very fun and humorous?

to you may be but NOT to me.

in fact its irritating and annoying.

i can be nice to you and all but there is a limit to everything.

and FYI i've reached my limit.

i've had enough of you always threatening me.

if you don't mind.

please stop.

like i said.

i'll make this no longer a secret between us.

there are some things i know that you don't.

and guess what.

i'm going to pretend i don't know anything.

how you handle the truth is up to you.

but i'll always be here if you need me.

may be in a different way from the others.

but i know i can never be compared to the others.