so yes!
currently i have been going back to school.
have been a very good girl....
SO FAR.
apart from the fact that i have been a bad EXAMPLE as NSL lab manager.
AND...
have been making alot of noise and been very playful during NSL.
so around school,
i have been seeing the MASTERS quiet often.
accompanied charlotte to watch them play football this week.
hahaha.
it was awesome although i spent my entire time dodging flying balls.
STILL...
i got hit in the calf once and it was swollen for awhile.
BUT....
i really should thank those whom i don't know and some of the MASTERS.
CAUSE WHY?!
they were blocking me from flying balls while they were waiting for their turn.
really enjoyed spending time with them
BUT...
i still feel a little awkward around them.
managed to talk to SOME of them.
NEVER THE LESS...
the rest i still feel a little distant.
feel a little out of place when with them.
why am i trying so hard?
i am just making myself feel so tired.

Labels: should i give up or should i just hang in there?

i know i haven been blogging for a very long time. o well. had 3weeks of attachment and then the pass 1week had FOC camp. had lots of fun and memorable memories. miss FOC camp alot. wished it never ended. but i guess its back to school tomorrow. going to miss the MASTERS but the only motivation that is going to keep me fighting to go back to school is that in school, i may get to see them again!!! =)

D-gates oei! "sexy"
D-gates oei! "super sexy"
D-gates oei! "sexy like KAKA OOOOOO!!!"

Labels: D-gates too sexy for this camp. too sexy for this camp camp sexy yeah...