its been slight pass one day since "baby face" left. feel so empty all of a sudden. its like something is missing. suddenly i don't have the no mood to do anything. since the time he left, i haven been doing anything. just stoning all the time. i know he will be coming in a couple of months time but the thought of him coming and then leaving AGAIN just makes me feel even worst. i wonder when will i grow up. "baby face" have been gone for just slightly more then a day but throughout the whole day, i keep thinking of questions like...

what are you doing?
are you tired?
hows your throat?
having enough rest?
have you been having your meals?
why do you need to diet when you are already so skinny?
where you happy when you were here?
do you remember me?
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and i have lots to say to him. like...

you were great the pass few days.
i feel proud of you.
do take care of yourself.
i hope you can stay longer.
i am looking forward to the day you will come again.
i hope you remembered me.
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.
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shall stop my nonsense. feel so moody. okay so i never buy the EOS canon 1000D. instead i bought the EOS canon 500D. love it pretty much. brought it to E-awards and also to send "baby face" off. o man. took so many pictures of "baby face" with the camera. just looking at the pictures and videos is enough to make me smile to myself and also feel my heart drop to the bottom of my stomach. i hate this feeling. how long will it last? i am beginning to lose it just thinking of "baby face".

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