so it has been pass two days going to three since "baby face" left. met up with three other SFC-ians for dinner at T3 for POPEYES. woah!!! i think it was....kind of too A. especially me. every table we sat next to had KIDS!!! haha. i'm sorry if i have been such a bad influence. but i'm just being...ME! never laugh so hard for such a long time. today, i finally released the inner child i have been keeping in me for a very long time. felt so good yet i have to admit, heard lots of stuff about "baby fats" and i feel kind of disturbed. i feel kind of sad things are like that but what can i do or say? it already happened. am trying not too think too much cause there is a certain image of "baby face" and "father face" i want too keep.

heard about some particular "fagot" too. GOSH!!! HE IS SUCH A BAD INFLUENCE!!! i really hate knowing "baby face" and "father face" are hanging out with him. it just pisses me off hearing what he did. i really DO NOT have any good impression or image of him. to me, he do not deserve the ststus and FAME given to him!!! one day if he ever were to chance upon this, i would just like to say, "i really hope the higher you climb, the harder you fall!!! i really do not like you and i wish you will lose everything you got and never get back up because you deserve it and trust me, i am someone who will dare say this...IN YOUR FACE!!!"

urgh! feel so much better but still so pissed off knowing such people exists. he contributed to partly why i feel so disturbed now. but i seriously do not want to think about it anymore. i feel as though i'm losing "baby face" and "father face". i really do not want that to happen.

Labels: feeling disturbed and not wanting to face the thuth